By Lay Lon

The author Lay Lon is pictured sitting cross-legged on green grass wearing tinted glasses and saffron robes. He is reading from a sheet of paper with the temple complex  Angkor Wat in the background.

Abstract

As a former farmer and monastic boy from a poor and small country, Cambodia, I am happy and honored to graduate from a U.S. university. At the same time, I am so upset to see my family, villagers, and many people in the motherland suffer from political corruption and the abuse of alcohol and drugs. Some parents come to me and express how they feel as parents of people struggling with drug addiction.

I have started writing poems since my hometown's two-month visit in 2020. I see alcohol advertisements, corruption, drugs, and deforestation as the biggest concerns, and they have become my topics.

Writing is hard for me, but I love it. I do not earn from writing now. In contrast, I spend to write. A writer needs to travel to write well. Traveling is essential for me. A two month visit to my motherland has been a recent source of my favorite songs and poems.

“My Society” is my first work of poetry published in CANAL. I am happy that CANAL accepted this poem about my poor country Cambodia in general and in my village in particular, where drugs and alcohol attacked my villagers and family. I hope that it can connect with a universal audience.

My journal is the poetry’s primary source. Two weeks before I submitted the poetry to CANAL on February 10, 2023, I visited my birthplace and revised it there. My trip helped me to verify and fact-check the work.

I wrote this poem with pain. The pain inspires me to compete in this project. My pain is seeing my villagers, including my brother, become victims of drug use, and alcohol advertisements create countless problems, especially among the youth. Traveling across the place where the girl was raped and killed told me I must finish and publish the poem. Talking to the victims’ relatives inspired me to keep writing for publication.

សង្គមខ្ញុំ ស្មេរដោយ លន់ ឡាយ

1- លន់ ឡាយ កវិលៃលកស្មេរ

    សច្ចៈមិនរេរាតាមភ័យ

    មិនចារបំភ្លើសបំភ័ន្ដន័យ

    រឿងរ៉ាវថ្មីៗសូមពណ៌នា។

2- ស្រុកខ្ញុំសព្វថ្ងៃប្លែកហួសគិត

    ឃើញហើយអាណិតរាស្រ្ដវេទនា

    ទេវតាពោលពាក្យពុតធម្មា

    អ្នកក្រស្ទុះស្ទាទៅស្រុកថៃ ។

3- ឃោសនាបោះឆ្នោតឥតសាច់ការ

    ទេវតាបាចសារភិថុតន័យ

    សារុងប៊ីចេងជូនដល់ដៃ

    ចែកឥតសំចៃប្រាំឆ្នាំម្ដង ។

4- ឈ្នះឆ្នោតយូរហើយខ្ញុំសែនឆ្ងល់

    ម្ដេចឥតរវល់ជួយរាស្រ្ដផង?

    ប្រជាច្រូងច្រាងច្រូតច្រកកង

    បោកបែនដោយស្មងទាំងយប់ថ្ងៃ ។

5- ផលលក់មិនចេញស្រូវលក់ថោក

    សាំងជីទិញមកវាសែនថ្លៃ

    ធ្វើស្រែមួយឆ្នាំបានកម្រៃ

    បីលានលកលៃសងចិនអស់ ។

6- ឯណាសន្យាស្រូវឡើងថ្លៃ?

    ឬលោកមន្រ្ដីរំលងផ្លោះ

    មើលហួសបញ្ហាបាំងក្បាលពោះ?

    ឳ! សែនស្រណោះអ្នកភូមិផង ។

7- គ្រឿនញៀនមាន់ជល់កើតពាសពេញ

    ឯប៉ូលីសវិញដើររំលង

    អ្នកជួញអ្នកចាប់ដូចដន្លង

    សម្ដែងចាប់ម្ដងញាត់ចូលទ្រុង ។

8- សូកលុយឆ្មាំកុកគេចមកក្រៅ

    ឥតខ្វល់ហ្មងសៅផុតពីជង់

    អ្នកដែលអន្ដរាយក្មេងជំទង់

    វង្វេងវិលវង់ទំពាំងស្នង ។

9- កុមារដប់ផ្លាយម្ដាយបារម្ភ

    គ្រឿងញៀនបន្លំក្បែររបង

    បារីស្រាល្បីខុសទំនង

    នាំក្ដីសៅហ្មងដល់សង្គម ។

10- តាមថ្នល់សំបូរផ្ទាំងបដា

    ពាណិជ្ជកម្មស្រាខ្នាតធំៗ

    ពាសពេញនគរទីប្រជុំ

    កម្លោះក្រមុំជុំគ្នាសេព ។

11- តារាសម្ដែងក៏គ្នាន់គ្នេរ

     ស្ទើគ្មានទំនេរច្រៀងបទបែប

     តាមវង់តន្រ្ដីស៊ីអបអែប

     ប្រុសស្រីនិតនែបច្រើនសន្ធឹក ។

12- ទូរទស្សន៍ស្រុកខ្មែរមានច្រើនប៉ុស្ដិ៍

     ហាក់ខំបំផុសខ្មែរឳ្យផឹក

     គ្រប់ពេលជួបជុំសើចកក្អឹក

     ត្រូវផឹកស្រាបៀរភ្លេចមរណា ។

13- វិបាកឳ្យផលមិនចាំយូរ

     មនុស្សម្នារអ៊ូជួបបញ្ហា

     ប្លន់លួចយប់ថ្ងៃភ័យឆ្លេឆ្លា

     ឃាតកម្មហឹង្សាកើតផ្ទួនៗ ។

14- មិនលើករឿងឆ្ងាយហួសនេត្រា

     សម្លាប់កុមារផ្ទុះអង្រួន

     លីកាក្មេងស្រីវ័យប្រាំបួន

     ជីដូនភ្លេចខ្លួនរវល់ចម្ការ ។

15- ពីរពាន់ដប់ប្រាំបីខ្ញុំចាំច្បាស់

     រឿងរាវផ្ដេសផ្ដាស់ខែវិច្ឆិកា

     ជម្ពូព្រឹកព្រីងធំឃុំចំប៉ា

     ប៉ោលនាឡិកាបីសែនប្រាំ ។

16- យ៉េនធីឃោឃៅដូចតិរច្ឆាន

     គ្រឿងញៀនរុំប្រាណនាំបែកថ្នាំ

     រំលោភសម្លាប់ចៅយាយអាំ

     ដួងចិត្តប្រេះស្រាំស្ដាយលីកា ។

17- ក្រោយហេតុការណ៍កើតក៏កើនភ័យ

     គ្រប់តាយាយស្ដីប្រាប់ចៅថា

     កុំចុះចេញឆ្ងាយឃ្លាតកាយា

     រក្សាគ្រប់ពេលគ្រោះថ្នាក់ទាល់ ។

18- ឳភាសរសាត់ស្ងាត់ជ្រងំ

     សិស្សធ្លាប់ជួបជុំសិក្សាផ្ទាល់

     រៀនគួរបន្ថែមជិះកាត់ថ្នល់

     ប្រមល់គ្មានឡើយអមទុក្ខា ។

19- សន្ដិសុខប្រែប្រួលព្រមព្រាងគ្នា

     ពូអ៊ុំមីងមាក្នុងគ្រួសារ

     ផ្អាកកូនចៅខ្លួនទៅសិក្សា

     សាលានៅឆ្ងាយយប់ព្រលប់ ។

20- ឃាតកម្មបន្លាចទូទាំងឃុំ

     គ្រប់គ្នាជំនុំរកកិច្ចទប់

     ហាម​កូនតូចខ្លួនមិនឳ្យគប់

     ប្រសប់ជាមួយអ្នកជក់ថ្នាំ ។

21- ម៉ែខ្លះបញ្ជូនកូនឳ្យបួស

     អារាមជំនួសមើលថែផ្ដាំ

     អប់រំណែនាំជាប្រចាំ

     ជាកម្មចូលរួមក្នុងសង្គម ។

22- តែអ្នកជួញថ្នាំសំបូរច្រើន

     អ្នកជក់ក៏កើនចូលជួបជុំ

     សូម្បីក្នុងវត្តវិហារធំ

     ជ្រងំទីស្ងាត់សេពគ្រឿងញៀន ។

23- វត្តខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ស្ងប់ស្ងាត់សុខុម

     ក្លាយទីជួបជុំឥតអៀនប្រៀន

     ក្រុមក្មេងជក់ថ្នាំជក់អាភៀន

     ជាទីរបៀនក្លាយវឹកវរ ។

24- អារាមស្ងាត់សាមណេរភ័យ​

     មិនទាន់ពេញវ័យរឹងជំហរ

     អារាមធ្លាប់សុខបង់បវរ

     ត្រេកអរបង់បាត់រសាត់ឆ្ងាយ ។

25- ពីរពាន់ម្ភៃពីហើយមែនពិត

     ទំពាំងបែរស្ថិតកៀកអន្ដារាយ

     គ្រឿងញៀនបារីកៀកកិតកាយ

     អបាយលើសលុបខ្ទប់ទំពាំង ។

26- ពីរពាន់ម្ភៃពីរហើយមែនពិត

     បែរខ្វះអ្នកគិតគូររារាំង

     ចូលរួមទប់ស្កាត់ជារនាំង

     ប្រឆាំងអ្នកជួញអ្នកជក់ថ្នាំ ។

27- ពីរពាន់ម្ភៃពីរហើយមែនពិត

     ភូមិខ្ញុំភ័យភិតបន្ទោសកម្ម

     រាស្រ្ដក៏មិនហ៊ានស្រែកថ្ងូរផ្ដាំ

     ស៊ូត្រាំដេកទ្រាំឥតបានស្រួល ។

28- នាង “ខន” មានកូនប្រុសពីរនាក់

     “ឈឿន” កូនច្បងជាក់ក្រោមកម្សួល

     ថ្នាំញៀនបារី ទើបទទួល

     គ្រោះថ្នាក់ដេកដួលដល់ដាច់បាយ ។

29- កូនម្ដាយជួបគ្រោះម៉ែខ្ចីប្រាក់

     កវីទំលាក់វេរពីឆ្ងាយ

     រួសរាន់ទាន់ពេលបញ្ជូនកាយ

     បាម្ដាយរកពេទ្យឳ្យត្រឹមត្រូវ ។

30- រវល់មើលថែរនឹងកូនច្បង

     បារីបានឆ្លងដល់កូនពៅ

     សាមណេរវិសាលពេលឥឡូវ

     ដើរទៅកៀកផ្លូវ“ឈឿន”តែមួយ ។

31- ដល់ថ្នាក់នេនតូចក៏រងគ្រោះ

     ដំបៅរបួសទំពាំងត្រួយ

     ញោមប្រុសញោម ស្រីរកជំនួយ

     ឳ្យជួយចាត់ចែងចង្អុលផ្លូវ ។

32- នាង “ខន” ញោមស្រីសាមណេរសាល

     រួសរាន់ទាន់កាលកិច្ចតម្រូវ

     ឳ្យនេនចាកវត្តខ្លាចអាស្រូវ

     ខ្លាចពៅខូចខ្លួនដូចកូនច្បង ។

33- បាម្ដាយទាំងទ្វេរនៅក្មេងខ្ចី

     អាយុក្រោយម្ភៃចង់សាកល្បង

     បីដូចមមាចចង់សាសង

     ឆ្លើយឆ្លងនឹងភ្លើងភ្លេចមរណា ។

34- ម្ដាយស្ដាយកូនច្បងខូចខ្លួនអស់

     កាយសោះកក្រោះកេចសាលា

     សង្គមបារីគ្រឿងញៀនស្រា

     ទេវតាមិនឃើញទេឬអី?

35- កវីសូមភ្ជាប់លើករឿងហួសចិត្ត

     រឿងឥតប្រឌិតថ្មីករណី

     ក្រោយបក្សជាជនឈ្នះជ័យ

     ឆ្នាំ”ពីរពាន់ម្ភៃពីរ” “មិថុនា” ។

36- ឈ្នះហើយជប់លៀងចែកស្រាផឹក

     គគ្រេងគគ្រឹកពេញខេមរា

     វង្វេងវង្វាន់អ្នកចម្ការ

     ឱ! អនិច្ចាជាតិសាសន៍ខ្មែរ ។

37- តើស្រានិមិត្តរូបភាពអ្វី?

     ឬអស់មន្ដ្រីអត់ដឹងដែរ?

     បើផឹកម្លឹងៗឆ្កួតប្រួលប្រែ

     កូនខ្មែរទំពាំងស្លាប់ទាំងរស់ ។

38- ប្រហែលមន្រ្ដីលោកគិតថា

     គ្មានឡើយបញ្ហាស្រាសាបព្រោះ

     អង្គរជាតិខ្មែរក៏របួស

     ឈរឈ្មោះតាំងលើដបស្រាបៀរ ។​

39- ត្រលប់មករឿងភូមិខ្ញុំវិញ

     នៅតែទុក្ខម្នេញខ្ញុំម្នីម្នា

     ខ្ញុំតែងទៅវត្តមើលវិហារ

     វេលាវ៉ាកងនៅធានី ។

40- ឳភាសរសាត់ស្ងាត់ជ្រងំ

     វត្តជ្រោយភូមិខ្ញុំក្លាយជាទី

     ក្រុមក្មេងសេពថ្នាំញៀនវក់វី

     ខ្ញុំគិតសម្ភីចង់ស្គាល់មុខ ។

41- ខ្ញុំដើរចូលគៀកក៏រំខាន

     អ្នកអម្បាលម្មានផ្ដាច់ក្ដីសុខ

     ក៏ខឹងសម្បារដើរសំរុក

     បំណងធ្វើទុក្ខខ្ញុំកើតភ័យ ។

42- តាមពិតអ្នកនោះខ្ញុំស្គាល់សោះ

     ស្គាល់ឥតចន្លោះធ្លាប់ប្រាស្រ័យ

     រៀនថ្នាក់រួមគ្នាបឋមវ័យ

     គ្រប់គ្នាស្រម៉ៃកាលកុមារ ។

43- ស្រណោះមិត្តខ្ញុំប្រែប្រួលអស់

     ជាជនរងគ្រោះនៃតណ្ហា

     អ្នកមានអំណាចអាចកាប់ស្ការ

     លាតទីសីមាជួញគ្រឿងញៀន ។

44- ស្រណោះមិត្តខ្ញុំខូចខ្លួនអស់

     សាច់ឈាមមិនស្រស់ថ្នាំបៀតបៀន

     កាយស្គមភ្នែកខូងខ្លិនអាភៀន

     ក្រអៀនក្រអឹមក្រសម្បត្តិ ។

45- ស្រណោះមិត្តខ្ញុំធ្លាប់រត់លេង

     កំសាន្ដល្បែងក្មេងក្នុងសាលា

     វត្ដជ្រោយបឋមក្រោយសិក្សា

     សញ្ញារគាំងពេលចេញលេង ។

46- ស្រណោះមិត្តខ្ញុំបែកយូរឆ្នាំ

     មិត្តភាពមិនស្រាំប្រេះក្រហែង

     នៅស្គាល់មុខគ្នាមិនវង្វេង

     ងាកឆ្វេងឃ្លាតចេញពីមិត្តភាព ។

47- ស្ថានភាពបងខ្ញុំក៏មិនខុស

     មិត្តភក្ដ្រទាំងអស់​សូមទានជ្រាប

     រូបកាយស្គមស្គាំងទុព្វលភាព

     គ្រឿងញៀនជ្រួតជ្រាបជាច្រើនឆ្នាំ ។

48- គ្រួសារជោកដោយសមុទ្រទុក្ខ

     អ្នកម្ដាយឪពុករស់នៅត្រាំ

     ជលនេត្រព្រះរស់ស្រែកសួរផ្ដាំ

     ជាកម្មបុព្វេឬយ៉ាងណា?

49- ទាំងទ្វេគាត់ឆ្ងល់មិនយល់សោះ

     អ្នកជួញរបស់មិនមរណា

     ម្ដេចនៅមិនឆ្ងាយពីកាយា

     នេត្រាអាចឃើញផ្ទះអ្នកលក់ ។

50- ប៉ូលីសមិនឃើញឬ​មិនមើល?

     ថ្នាក់ក្រោមថ្នាក់លើដេកទ្រមួក

     មន្រ្ដីមិនតិចជាងអ្នកជក់

     ឬពួកមន្រ្ដីបានសំណង ។

51-កវីសែនចុកពើតផ្សាឈឺ

     ខ្ញុំឃើញខ្ញុំលឺមានទាំងបង

     បាត់បង់ស្មារតីស្ដាយកន្លង

     តបស្នងព្រះរស់ឳ្យលំបាក ។

52- កវីឈឺចាប់មិនហ៊ានថា

     ទ្រាំស្មេរអក្ខរាឥតសម្រាក

     រិះគន់សង្គមសូមឳ្យផ្អាក

     ឳ្យចាកប្រព្រឹត្តស៊ីសំណូក ។

53- កវីស្នើសូមអស់មន្ត្រី

     អ្នកមានសេដ្ឋីធ្លាប់ស៊ីសូក

     ឈប់ជួញជាតិខ្មែរដែលច្របូក

     ច្របល់ងុយងោកមុជមិនជ្រៅ ។

54- កវីស្នើសូមអស់ប្រជា

     សូមរួបរួមគ្នាបាំងសត្រូវ

     គ្រឿងញៀនបារីស្រាបាំងផ្លូវ

     ទំពាំងដំបៅទៅមិនឆ្ងាយ ។

Biographical Statement - Lay Lon

I am Lay Lon. I have been a secretary at Wat Khmer Samaki Santikaram, a non-profit Cambodian Buddhist organization in North Chelmsford, Massachusetts since January 2019. I started at University of Massachusetts Lowell (UMass Lowell) in the fall of 2019. I graduated with a BA in English on February 1, 2023. My concentration was in journalism and professional writing. Four years of staying in Massachusetts has been an unforgettable life experience. I have learned every day and everywhere. I thank the organization that has sponsored me to come to the United States. I am grateful for the U.S. government, the federal funds of Massachusetts, and all donors who were a part of my Federal Student Aid. I would like to thank all professors, writing tutors, and advisers who supported me at UMass Lowell. I have always thanked my writing tutor, Jenifer Frank, who constantly inspired me to publish my work and taught me how to write more effectively. I am grateful to the editorial team from the Connector, the Offering, and CANAL, who have spent time reviewing my work. I have learned a lot from that feedback.

In the future, I want to work as a writer who releases songs and publishes poems. I also plan to pursue a Master's Degree in the art of creative nonfiction.

1- Poet Lay Lon arranges words

based on the truth without fear,

not creating things to fake events.

I describe my current reality.

2- My country is strange I thought

seeing people​ underprivileged.

The Deva says​ untruths.

The poor people​ spring up in Thailand.

3- The election campaign ​means nothing.

The Deva spreads lying messages.

Skirts and MSG are given out to hands.

Sharing is praised every five years.

4- The Party has won for decades, but I still wonder

why does it not care for the people?

The farmers have hard lives in fields.

They thresh the crops working nights and days.

5- The rice is not worth selling; the rice is so cheap.

Petroleum and fertilizers are so expensive.

A year’s harvest earns about

three million riels ($750USD) owed back to the stores.

6- Where is the promise of the rice rising in price?

Or cannot the officials gaze over

their fat stomachs to see the problems?

My villages are sorrowful.

7- Drugs and cockfighting are everywhere.

Police overlook them.

Police and drug traffickers are like in- laws,

performing in an endless drama staged in prisons.

8- Only to bribe guards to get outside,

caring for nothing after leaving.

The youth are destroyed.

The bamboo shoots are lost.

9- Mothers worry about their children, although they are only ten

because the drugs, concealed, are sold near the gates.

The advertisement of cigarettes and alcohol is common everywhere,

contaminating society.

10- The streets are filled with billboards,

advertising alcohol in giant sizes.

The whole country seems devoted to attracting

men and women to drink.

11- Stars also have arrangements

singing to advertise without ceasing

on the stages.

The crowded youth are the target audiences.

12- Cambodia has many TV channels that

try to inspire Khmer people to drink

all the time when they are happily gathered,

they must drink beer and forget until they die.

13- The result comes in short time.

The people​ whisper about the issues.

Robberies day and night cause fear and chaos.

Felonies often happen.

14- The chosen example is from my eyes.

The news of a girl’s death became hot;

the victim, named Ly Ka, aged nine, was raped and killed

when her grandma was busy working on farms.

15- I remember it was in 2018.

The crime happened in December

Champouprek village, Champa commune,

at 3:45 pm.

16- Yen Thy was cruel, like an animal,

perhaps the drug took over him, made him uncontrolled.

He raped and killed Grandma Amm’s granddaughter.

Everyone was broken- hearted, grieving Ly Ka.

17- After the crime happened, it caused more fear.

All grandparents told their grandchildren

to stay close, not to stray.

Paying attention at every moment prevents danger.

18- After the sunset, there was silence.

The students used to gather and study:

bicycling along the farm roads to take extra classes

without any nervousness or fear.

19- The security has changed; everybody agrees.

All uncles and aunties in the families

temporarily stop their children from going to study

at schools after sunset.

20- The felony caused fear across the commune.

The people gathered to find the solution

by prohibiting their children from

associating with the ones who use the drug.

21- Some moms send the boys to be novice monks.

Instead of their mothers, the temple plays the role of taking care of and

educating the boys

that is a role that the temple has played in society.

22- But drug traffickers are abundant.

The number of drug users keeps increasing.

Even in the monasteries or next to the big Dharma halls,

these are comfortable places to use drugs.

23- My monastery was a sanctuary.

Now it is a gathering place

for brazen youth to use drugs.

The learning site becomes chaos.

24- The silent monastery scares the novice monks,

who are not yet adults.

The monastery used to be peaceful;

now happiness has fled.

25- Although now is 2022,

the younger children are still at risk.

Drugs and cigarettes are nearby.

Immorality gains mastery over young adults.

26- Although now is 2022,

the protectors are lacking.

There are no shields against

the drug sellers and users.

27- Although now is 2022,

my village is still scared, blaming karma.

The people do not dare to shout out their moans.

They are willing to live without comfort.

28- A mother, who is my friend, has two sons.

The older son has been under the hot flush

of drugs and cigarettes. Recently,

he had a profound accident. Now he is unable to eat rice.

29- The son​ faced danger; the mom had borrowed the money.

The poet sent the money from a distance

a rush to send the son

to the right hospital.

30- Because of being busy caring for the older son,

the younger son, who was a novice, had begun to smoke cigarettes.

The novice now

walks closer to the same path as the older son.

31- Even novice monks are victims.

The wound infected the bamboo shoot.

The parents asked for help

to arrange and show the right path.

32- The novice’s mom,

quickly asked

for her son to leave the monastery to prevent scandal.

She is scared that the younger son could become as the older one.

33- Both mom’s sons are still young,

under twenty. They want to know,

the same as the moths wish to

play with fire, forgetting about death.

34- The mom grieves for her older son, who was completely ruined.

His body is dry and flavorless, and he has dropped out of school,

the society of cigarettes, drugs, and alcohol.

Does not the Deva see?

35- I would like to point to an unexpected story,

which is true.

After the Party of People won the election

on June 2, 2022.

36- After the victory, beers were distributed to the party,

soundly​ celebrated across Cambodia.

The farmers became lost and confused.

It is pitiful to Khmer.

37- What does the alcohol symbolize?

Do not the civil servants know?

By drinking like that,

all Khmer bamboo shoots will die.

38- Or the civil servant may think

no problems that will be spread across the country.

Angkor Wat is wounded

when it becomes branded on beer cans.

39- Let’s come back to talk about my village.

I​ act when the village is hurt.

I usually visit the temple

during school breaks.

40- After the sunset, then silence.

Chrouy Monastery becomes

a place for youths who use drugs.

I want to know who they are.

41- I walked close to them. They were interrupted.

Their pleasure was stopped.

They were angry and moved

to hurt me.

42- I knew those guys

well because we used to

study together at primary school.

We shared childhood memories with each other.

43- My friends were pitiful and changed,

becoming the victims of passions

caused by the powerful and rich

who could sell and profit from drugs.

44- My friends were completely ruined.

Drugs controlled them; they were loose- skinned.

Their bodies were skeletal, dark rings around their eyes, and they reeked of drugs.

They were embarrassed in front of the poet and poor.

45- These friends and I used to play

childhood games in the school,

Wat Chrouy Primary School,

during class breaks.

46- These friends and I had not seen each other for a long time,

but our relationships were not parched.

We still know each other.

We did not leave aside our relationships.

47- My brother’s condition is not different

from my friends’. Please notice

his body was skeletal and weakened.

He has been saturated with drugs for years.

48- My family has sunk in a flood of suffering.

My parents are soaked in

tears. They question:

Is it a pre- life’s karma?

49- The parents have wondered:

why do drug traffickers not die?

why do drug traffickers not stay far from them?

The parents can see the drug traffickers’ homes.

50- The police do not see or do not look?

Low and high levels seem to be in a deep sleep.

The police are more numerous than the drug sellers.

Or are the police bribed?

51- The poet is​hurt.

I hear and see even his brother,

his memory muddled,

response to his parents.

52- I am hurt and afraid to speak, but

I write patiently without stopping.

The work criticizes society for stopping;

stopping their fight against corruption.

53- I would ask the civil servants and

the tycoons who have bribed

to stop using the country

for business and causing chaos.

54- I would request all people

to unite against the enemies.

The drugs, the cigarettes, and the alcohol,

have wounded and stunted the bamboo shoots.

Biographical Statement - Lay Lon

I am Lay Lon. I have been a secretary at Wat Khmer Samaki Santikaram, a non-profit Cambodian Buddhist organization in North Chelmsford, Massachusetts since January 2019. I started at University of Massachusetts Lowell (UMass Lowell) in the fall of 2019. I graduated with a BA in English on February 1, 2023. My concentration was in journalism and professional writing. Four years of staying in Massachusetts has been an unforgettable life experience. I have learned every day and everywhere. I thank the organization that has sponsored me to come to the United States. I am grateful for the U.S. government, the federal funds of Massachusetts, and all donors who were a part of my Federal Student Aid. I would like to thank all professors, writing tutors, and advisers who supported me at UMass Lowell. I have always thanked my writing tutor, Jenifer Frank, who constantly inspired me to publish my work and taught me how to write more effectively. I am grateful to the editorial team from the Connector, the Offering, and CANAL, who have spent time reviewing my work. I have learned a lot from that feedback.

In the future, I want to work as a writer who releases songs and publishes poems. I also plan to pursue a Master's Degree in the art of creative nonfiction.